Sabtu, 19 Desember 2009

I Love You Honey..

At first, I don't really know what to say about this. gw sekarang ngerasa bahwa gw udah bertambah dewasa. ya, mungkin gk secara keseluruhan juga, tapi gw ngerasa seengganya gw udah mulai berubah sedikit demi sedikit dan mulai mencapai apa yang bisa disebut dengan kedewasaan itu sendiri. Gw lebih ngerasa kalo gw ini ngalir aja. makin banyak hal yang gw pikirin, malah gw bisa makin stress. jadi gw milih untuk enjoy apa aja yang lagi gw lakuin pada saat tertentu. I really feel the changes from the way I face a situation, where I can let go of anyone that is not gonna walk in my way.. I mean, skrg gw udah lbh bisa ngelepas dan memberikan kebebasan kepada siapa aja yang mw melakukan kegiatannya masing2. dulu.. ya, skitar 2 thn lalu memang gw masih bisa dibilang org yang baru aja beranjak dewasa. dimana emang gw masih blm bisa ngelepasin apa yang menurut gw menyenangkan,dan mungkin gw masih bisa dibilang egois dan gk memikirkan apa akibatnya bwt org lain dari apa yang telah gw perbuat ini.

sekarang gw ngerasa kalo gw ini beda. udah berubah, dan memang masih ada c beberapa hal lama yang menyangkut sama gw, and that what really defines me.. mm,, struggling for the right words of describing that.. gw juga masi ngerasa bahwa gw ini adalah gw yang dulu dibeberapa aspek dan faktor2 tertentu. suka bangun siang, liat bokep,coli,dan yang pasti masi mengagumi sosok wanita.. that's for sure dude! gw seneng dengan hal2 yang merangsang gw, toket,memek,pantat, masturbation.. ya, simply say it coli.. thats what I usually like.. love to do..

gw sekarang menjadi seorang manusia yang jujur memang sudah merasa cukup dewasa dan sudah mengerti cukup banyak hal mengenai kehidupan, dan memang jujur saja, bnyk hal yang gw pelajarin dan itu semua memang cukup menarik bwt gw.. dan ya, thats for sure awakes me for many things.. thanks alot God!

gw ngerasa udah cukup dewasa, dan gw juga ngerasa bahwa gw butuh sama yang namanya touch.. sentuhan dari seorang yang hubungannya deket sama gw secara pribadi.. a loved one.. a woman that stays in my heart, melt me with her smile,and fire me with spirits that will always light my way when my candles is off.. for sure this is started becoming a needs for me.. love is not something 'cengeng' (I dont know how to say that in english), its about something that make you relaxed, something that make you feel that your life is worthed.. the one who will makes you think that you are a half parts.. and she's another half..

gw ngerasa gw udah butuh dia.. dia itu emang bisa siapa aja.. gw paling gk bisa ngegambarin gimana tipe perempuan yang gw pengen.. but, for sure, dia harus nyambung sama gw.. ya, yang pasti sekarma sama gw lah.. sempet gw punya pandangan kalo perempuan yang tomboy itu asik.. mereka emang kelihatan energik, dan memang beda sama cewe2 yang bner2 cewe.. maksud gw, mereka terlihat lebih fun dan easy going.. asik bisa aktifitas bareng sama dy,ngobrol ngarul ngidul tanpa harus takut kalo kita nyinggung perasaan dy.. mungkin ampir sama kalo kita bicara sama seorang pria.. but, lama kelamaan gw jadi tertarik sama cewe dengan perawakan yang hampir menyerupai cowo.. nalho?? emang ini terdengar kurang wajar, but this is true.. the sensation that I feel through this creature is real and deep.. I think. Perawakan kaya cowo yang gw rasakan gw suka adalah kakanya temen gw.. ato bisa lebih tepatnya kakanya drummer gw.. wich is 3 year older than me.. wuihhh.. I really got no idea bout this man.. she's just look so catchy and blitzkrieg infront of me.. again.. struggling for the right words to describe that.. orang dengan sosok kaya gtu emang ngebuat gw ngerasa.. she's Goddamn Cool man!

my first crush on a woman like that.. she was just 18-19 that time.. far than georgeous, but totally cool in mine! gw awalnya agak2 takut aja untuk mengakui kalo gw emang suka sama dy.. her walk, talk, anythink that potray a movement of aguy.. and she totally cool doing all of the stuff! org nya emang agak pendek.. gk tinggi melebihi 160 mungkin.. but she totally freak me out with her style.. sempet deg-degan kalo ketemu dy.. biasa lah kalo ketemu ma lawan jenis yang gw suka.. salting2 gtu.. salah tingkah, asik dan seneng kalo deket sama dy.. ya campur aduk, but the realtionship not coming into reality, sadly.. well, life's goes on...

lot of crush to a woman coming passing by.. one by one.. this time by an artist named katherine moennig,, a lesbian potray of character that played a woman with 100% of a guy behaviour.. really cool and that kind of creature has made either woman or man to fall in love with her.. her cool and handsome look, her movement,her everything.. is just looks and feel so cool..

next.. for what I fond! another girl! another girl! another girl who will loves me till the end.. through thick and thin she'll always be my friend! this girl, is freaking me out with her talent in playing the fucking six string instrument,the fucking rock n roll guitar! Mitha the Virgin strikes me from the centre of my heart.. I fell in love with her and keeps adoring her until now.. maen gitarnya emang mungkin blm kaya paul gilbert,john petrucci, or what ever.. but,she got totally rock n roll looks and attitude.. Goddamn she's good! maen dan muncul untuk pertama kali nya dengan menjadi antek2nya ahmada dhani di the rock band! asik gile emang dy maennya,, sampe2 gw pertama kali ngeliat dy maen.. gw kira dy cowo men! gw kira dia punya kontol.. tai, emang nh org keren gila.. ganteng abiess gtu... hahahaha... I fell in love with a handsome woman.. ahh.. that really turns me on baby...

sampe sekarang, itu semua mungkin masih menjadi angan2 terbesar dalam kehidupan sex gw.. dimana gw pengen sosok yang kaya cowo gtu.. haha, emang selera gw ini ada2 aja ya.. ampe ada temen yang bilang kalo org kaya gw ini baru dia temuin sekali.. haha, starting at that time, I started to think that I'm unique and awesome! oyeah!!!!

gw merasa gw butuh seseorang untuk menemani gw.. jalan bareng berduaan sama gw.. berpegangan tangan.. ngobrol sesuatu yang asik dan nyambung.. makan malem bareng.. mengatakan kata ''sayang..'' berciuman, tidur2an dipadang rumput dan mengtakan hal2 yang bebas dan membuat lega.. berpelukan dan saling merangsang satu sama lain dengan aman dan nyaman.. I wanna make her feel save and comfortable in my chest.. when I hug her.. say, wishpering to her ears just to say.. ''sayang.. terimakasih untuk cintamu hari ini'' and then kiss with a soft touch on the lips.. touching her tits softly and hug her with a full love feel.. honey.. I love you..

kami berjalan bersama dan saling menceritakan ttg apa yang kita sukai bersama.. saling berciuman dan berpelukan didepan umum.. giving her a universal point of view.. meditasi bersama2.. melakukan hal2 seperti mandi di bathtub berduaan.. saling memijat satu sama lain.. berhubungan intim.. dengan aman pastinya.. responsible for everything that I've done to her.. give her a space.. let her be what she wanted to be.. memeluk tubuhnyadari belakang.. dan memberikan ciuman pada lehernya.. membuatnya tertawa dan tersenyum dengan manis dan indah.. dan mengatakan hal seperti.. "sayang.. terimakasih untuk cintamu hari ini" and then she kiss me..

gw merasa kalo.. gw butuh melakukan aktifitas intim seperti itu.. dimana memang melibatkan emosi dan kebutuhan satu sama lain yang dalam dan intense.. di umur gw yang sudah hampir kepala dua ini aja.. gw ngerasa udah mulai bosen sama yang namanya coli.. masturbation.. it's just.. feeling flat these days.. gw ngerasa hambar aja gtu.. coli sendirian dikamar mandi.. trus gk ngerasa apa2 abis itu.. I mean, I need a touch, and I need the voice, the shock of another human body.. a stumulation, passion,spirit and love to simply communicate using the touch of the body.. where, the touch of this,the kiss of that,the massage of this.. means that.. you are beautiful.. I love your body.. I love the way you move.. I love the way you touch my cock.. and I love the way your vagina make my cock hard.. harder and harder.. I love to lick your pussy, you vagina.. I want to lick it again.. agin.. this really make me so relaxed.. and then kiss your stomach.. kiss you breast, lick them.. kiss you lips.. touching your hair.. saying thing like.. "this is awesome.. this is great honey'' I wanna put some of my finger inside your pussy.. I wanna make you feel so relaxed and comfotable.. I love to see your moaning face.. and insert my hand to your vagina deeper.. and deeper.. I love to make you get calm.. relax.. safe.. comfortable.. happy.. releave.. then lick your pussy again.. make feel warm and great..

and then, take turn, if you dont mind.. I want you to massage my cock and lick it.. suck it.. suck it as long as you wanna.. this makes me feel relaxed.. you mouth just make it getting harder and harder.. oral sex is just so.. yes it is.. then we both kiss again,touching your hair.. you touch my face, my chick.. your lips just felt so soft in mine.. and you look absolutely georgeous.. without anything.. you hair is just so fresh.. brown sugar with a little curl on the bottom of it.. it makes me feel like, you're really the half part of me.. yeah, the half part of me..

then, I say to her softly.. look to her in the eye.. and say.."sayang.. kamu siap?".. she look me nervously dan mengangguk.. sign to me that it is ok.. so, I put a condoms on.. she smile to me, while she help to put it on to my cock.. I feel so happy that she support the activity of doing a save sex.. then, a couple of second before I put it inside her.. she lick and suck my cock first.. and I can see that she show me a really nervous face.. I also started to feel so nervous.. but, this life must go on.. and this is the situation where I have to do this.. so she laid back with pillow.. spreading her legs.. and starting to close her eyes.. I just felt that in this part, she left it to me.. and like saying that.. "sayang.. aku milikmu.. lakukan dengan perlahan dan lembut.. aku percaya sama kamu.. I love you sayang'' aku mulai memasukkan penisku kedalam vaginanya.. perlahan mulai dari kepalanya.. mulai menyentuh bibir vagina.. dan memang aga sempit.. aku mulai memasukkannya lagi.. wajahnya menunjukkan rasa nikmat yang perlahan membuatku bisa memasukkan semuanya kedalam.. aku mulai bergoyang.. bergoyang dan bergoyang.."ouhh..ouhhh.." ia mendesah, dan aku mulai merasakan gairah yang luar biasa untuk itu.. ''ahh.. aaahhhh.." I just love the way she sound like that..

so.. the night we pass with that kind of situation.. a little bit akward.. but.. I love it. my experience with woman increases.. I started to know her better and better, day by day.. her smile look so sweet in my eyes.. I just want to kiss her lips when we look at eachother eyes for so long.. I love you honey.. terimakasih untuk kasih dan sayangmu kemarin,hari ini,esok, dan.. kebahagian ini selamanya..

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